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Q+Art: Artist Ally Zlatar Endures the Isolating Pain of an Invisible Illness

Q+Art: Artist Ally Zlatar Endures the Isolating Pain of an Invisible Illness

Under a skintight sheet of plastic, Ally Zlatar lets out a silent scream. While the Canadian-born artist isn’t shy about sharing personal anguish in her figure paintings, works like “No One Can Hear the Pain” (pictured above) underscore how difficult it can be to reach the right ears.

Q+Art is a regular column from NOT REAL ART featuring contemporary artists from all over the world.

Now living in Australia, Zlatar explores her identity through the lens of a longstanding eating disorder. “I held the belief of equating achieving thinness with happiness and fulfillment […] and I have developed a distorted relationship with food, weight, and body image,” she writes in her artist statement. Zlatar goes on to describe the existential crisis that results from prolonged physical and mental isolation: “It is incredibly difficult to express how having an eating disorder can impact the identity of someone who is ill,” she notes.

Using crude brushstrokes to block in flesh tones and bathroom tile, Zlatar makes her pain excruciatingly physical. Slapdash layers of paint reveal the artist’s emotional urgency, but the frosty colors leave viewers with a sense of visceral cold: We’re meant to feel every late-night tiptoe across the bathroom tile, every metal clink of the sliding-weight scale. In Zlatar’s work, mental anguish manifests itself through physical details—pale flesh, cool porcelain, hushed screams—that might otherwise be hidden. “I became confined to my body,” she writes of her disorder, reflecting on the relationship between material and mental pain: “The problem was not only the external physical ramifications of the illness, but the internalized struggles,” she continues.

Zlatar’s work points out that invisible illness and chronic pain often come as a package deal; however, she recognizes “there is power in the unwell body.” Far from despairing, the artist uses her personal struggles to better understand the unseen suffering of others—and invites us all to do the same.

To learn more about Ally Zlatar’s activism, please visit her charity, The Starving Artist. The research project and publication raises money for the treatment of eating disorders in the creative community.

In Today’s Q+Art Interview…

Ally Zlatar discusses the pleasures of a proper sugar rush, why appearance isn’t everything, and making a difference with the tools we have at our disposal.

‘The Bones of Paradise’

Which books, art-related or otherwise, belong on every artist’s shelf?

Ally Zlatar: Tough one, but for me, Ways of Curating by Hans Ulrich Obrist is a classic, The Global Art Compass: New Directions in 21st-century Art by Alistair Hicks and anything by Alain de Botton.

What are you trying to express with your art?

AZ: I am trying to express how my personal stories, narratives, and art can share my story and profound experiences to the larger conversations. In particular, surrounding how my individual perception can contribute to our collective understanding of the human condition.

Would you work for free in exchange for exposure?

AZ: Personally, not often. Unless it is for charity, I have been really busy and trying to focus on my main projects at the moment.

‘Worshipping the Porcelain Throne’
‘Live and Die by the Scale’

What person has most influenced your work?

AZ: My mom. Her work ethic and perseverance has always inspired me to push myself, and to make sure my work is going to make a difference in this world.

What is your favorite guilty pleasure?

AZ: CAKE. I live for the sugar overload.

What do you consider your greatest artistic achievement?

AZ: I think starting my charity. The Starving Artist raises funds through my art practice, publications and exhibitions to help people access inpatient treatment for eating disorders. (Find more information here.)

‘Sometimes Memories Never Leave Your Bones’

What is the best advice you’ve ever received?

AZ: That my worth is more than my appearance, and I always try to make sure I share that worth with the world.

Is a formal arts education worth the money?

AZ: Can't say for everyone, but for me, I love education, and it helped me become more confident as an artist and definitely challenged me in ways I would have never done without it.

Would you rather be a historically significant or commercially successful artist?

AZ: I'm traditional and want my work to have a lasting impact so historically would be ideal.

‘A Serbian Renaissance’

How has the coronavirus pandemic affected your practice?

AZ: I've been focusing on international collaborations with the ease of Zoom, and it has been really good. It has allowed me the time to work in solitude and build these foundations to hopefully be able to see through in the upcoming months.

How do you think the coronavirus pandemic will impact the art world in the long term?

AZ: Tough to be certain, but COVID has really shown us how we can still create digitally and have inclusive networks despite physical restrictions. It will be very interesting to see how we utilize this in the upcoming years.

What are you working on that you’re excited about right now?

AZ: At the moment I am working on my second book One Body, My Body No Body. Which is an auto-ethnographic publication on my lived-in experience with an eating disorder, so I am very excited to launch this soon! (Find more information here.)

Ally Zlatar

Ally Zlatar: Website | Instagram

The Starving Artist: Website

This interview has been edited for length and clarity. All photos published with permission of the artist.

Want to be featured in Q+Art? Email editor@notrealart.com with a short introduction and a link to your online portfolio or three images of your work.

Morgan  Laurens 

Morgan Laurens is an arts writer who lives in the Midwest and enjoys saying "excuse me" when no actual pardon is needed. She is the founder of So Long See You Tomorrow, an organization that helps artists and creative entrepreneurs write about their work, craft a story, and get back in the studio. Learn more at: https://solongseeyoutomorrow.com

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